Surrender.

To give up. To let go. To relinquish possession or control to another. To give back. To abandon. This is difficult. It is also necessary. God is in control and I am not. He is the Lover of my soul and the one that guides my life. He knows the plan and I do not. Surrender is tough. There are so many times and so many things that I keep in my head, in my heart, in my mind, but they do not belong to me. I need to surrender them and trust God with them. I must abandon my life and give it over to Him, I must give it back to Him. It is His. My life is His. He has given it to me and He can take it away. It's just tough right now. My heart is breaking a little bit tonight. I need Him to take it because I can't right now. Lord, please come hold my heart. It hurts tonight.